i need to loose 20lbs. now.

the rain makes me smile, it makes everyone else frown

bs post vv haha

thinking of you keepps me up all night

i’ve got a bad feeling about this.

lalalies

i hate people. honestly. i hate when people agree to do something and then drop you to do something with someone else. i hate catty girls. i hate the way things always change for the worse, in my case anyway. i hte the way im terrified of loosing anyone if i say one little thing. i hate feeling like every one is against me, but i know its true. i hate my life at the moment. i hate just dreaming and nothing every working out for those dreams to come true. i hate falling in love with friends, or maybe just liking them. i hate high school. i hate not being at camp. i hate. i hate. i hate. i wish i could love.

take me back to the person i used to be back when you were there for meeeee.

a rocket the the moon is my life.

sex scandals in my highschool for the winnn

so sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick

this akward silence makes me crazy. lunch with grranny and justing this should be fun and dysfunctional.

fuckbest friends and friends and enimies and everything inbetween

i hate people.

i really do.

i no longer have real friends. and you know what, i told omebody today and it felt good, no it felt great.