staying out of other peoples relationship unles they directly have to do with me, like my mother and chris. but i really dislike when people butt into my relationship with my boyfriend. stay out of shit you know nothing about please.
everytime i text you i feel like i am annoying you, everytime i ask you a question i feel like im annoying you, every time i want to see you i feel like im annoying you. if im not can you please stop acting like i am. and if i am can you please tell me what you want.
bayside show last night was worth every single ounce of my being.
they played amazing. anthony was so tired but it didn’t matter because they were home so everyone sang every song for him. that show was what i needed yesterday. just enough to love you, rarely played live. perfect. i will never ever get tired of seeing bayside live. ever.
i snap, i get that i know i do. i try really hard not to, but sometimes i am in a bad mood and i can’t keep my mouth shut. but would you rather me pretend to be okay with everything, even when you are doing something i really don’t like? i snapped because of my own insecurities, which i never got a chance to cool down and tell you because once something happens you completely shut me out. i wish we could just talk about things because when we don’t ideas fester in both our heads and things get out of control. when we arent talking i drive around aimlessly always ending up by your house hoping youll call. i go to the bridge hopping youll be fishing. im pathetic but i just want to know if you are alive. i miss my boyfriend. but more importantly i miss my bestfriend. everytime this happens im terrified that you are going to give up. i will never give up. i said forever and always, and i meant it. and i hope to fucking god you read this because everything else you are ignoring.